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The Lesson to Unlearn

December 2019

The most damaging thing you learned in school wasn’t something you

learned in any specific class. It was learning to get good grades.

When I was in college, a particularly earnest philosophy grad student

once told me that he never cared what grade he got in a class, only

what he learned in it. This stuck in my mind because it was the

only time I ever heard anyone say such a thing.

For me, as for most students, the measurement of what I was learning

completely dominated actual learning in college. I was fairly

earnest; I was genuinely interested in most of the classes I took,

and I worked hard. And yet I worked by far the hardest when I was

studying for a test.

In theory, tests are merely what their name implies: tests of what

you’ve learned in the class. In theory you shouldn’t have to prepare

for a test in a class any more than you have to prepare for a blood

test. In theory you learn from taking the class, from going to the

lectures and doing the reading and/or assignments, and the test

that comes afterward merely measures how well you learned.

In practice, as almost everyone reading this will know, things are

so different that hearing this explanation of how classes and tests

are meant to work is like hearing the etymology of a word whose

meaning has changed completely. In practice, the phrase “studying

for a test” was almost redundant, because that was when one really

studied. The difference between diligent and slack students was

that the former studied hard for tests and the latter didn’t. No

one was pulling all-nighters two weeks into the semester.

Even though I was a diligent student, almost all the work I did in

school was aimed at getting a good grade on something.

To many people, it would seem strange that the preceding sentence

has a “though” in it. Aren’t I merely stating a tautology? Isn’t

that what a diligent student is, a straight-A student? That’s how

deeply the conflation of learning with grades has infused our

culture.

Is it so bad if learning is conflated with grades? Yes, it is bad.

And it wasn’t till decades after college, when I was running Y Combinator, that I realized how bad it is.

I knew of course when I was a student that studying for a test is

far from identical with actual learning. At the very least, you

don’t retain knowledge you cram into your head the night before an

exam. But the problem is worse than that. The real problem is that

most tests don’t come close to measuring what they’re supposed to.

If tests truly were tests of learning, things wouldn’t be so bad.

Getting good grades and learning would converge, just a little late.

The problem is that nearly all tests given to students are terribly

hackable. Most people who’ve gotten good grades know this, and know

it so well they’ve ceased even to question it. You’ll see when you

realize how naive it sounds to act otherwise.

Suppose you’re taking a class on medieval history and the final

exam is coming up. The final exam is supposed to be a test of your

knowledge of medieval history, right? So if you have a couple days

between now and the exam, surely the best way to spend the time,

if you want to do well on the exam, is to read the best books you

can find about medieval history. Then you’ll know a lot about it,

and do well on the exam.

No, no, no, experienced students are saying to themselves. If you

merely read good books on medieval history, most of the stuff you

learned wouldn’t be on the test. It’s not good books you want to

read, but the lecture notes and assigned reading in this class.

And even most of that you can ignore, because you only have to worry

about the sort of thing that could turn up as a test question.

You’re looking for sharply-defined chunks of information. If one

of the assigned readings has an interesting digression on some

subtle point, you can safely ignore that, because it’s not the sort

of thing that could be turned into a test question. But if the

professor tells you that there were three underlying causes of the

Schism of 1378, or three main consequences of the Black Death, you’d

better know them. And whether they were in fact the causes or

consequences is beside the point. For the purposes of this class

they are.

At a university there are often copies of old exams floating around,

and these narrow still further what you have to learn. As well as

learning what kind of questions this professor asks, you’ll often

get actual exam questions. Many professors re-use them. After

teaching a class for 10 years, it would be hard not to, at least

inadvertently.

In some classes, your professor will have had some sort of political

axe to grind, and if so you’ll have to grind it too. The need for

this varies. In classes in math or the hard sciences or engineering

it’s rarely necessary, but at the other end of the spectrum there

are classes where you couldn’t get a good grade without it.

Getting a good grade in a class on x is so different from learning

a lot about x that you have to choose one or the other, and you

can’t blame students if they choose grades. Everyone judges them

by their grades —graduate programs, employers, scholarships, even

their own parents.

I liked learning, and I really enjoyed some of the papers and

programs I wrote in college. But did I ever, after turning in a

paper in some class, sit down and write another just for fun? Of

course not. I had things due in other classes. If it ever came to

a choice of learning or grades, I chose grades. I hadn’t come to

college to do badly.

Anyone who cares about getting good grades has to play this game,

or they’ll be surpassed by those who do. And at elite universities,

that means nearly everyone, since someone who didn’t care about

getting good grades probably wouldn’t be there in the first place.

The result is that students compete to maximize the difference

between learning and getting good grades.

Why are tests so bad? More precisely, why are they so hackable?

Any experienced programmer could answer that. How hackable is

software whose author hasn’t paid any attention to preventing it

from being hacked? Usually it’s as porous as a colander.

Hackable is the default for any test imposed by an authority. The

reason the tests you’re given are so consistently bad —so consistently

far from measuring what they’re supposed to measure — is simply

that the people creating them haven’t made much effort to prevent

them from being hacked.

But you can’t blame teachers if their tests are hackable. Their job

is to teach, not to create unhackable tests. The real problem is

grades, or more precisely, that grades have been overloaded. If

grades were merely a way for teachers to tell students what they

were doing right and wrong, like a coach giving advice to an athlete,

students wouldn’t be tempted to hack tests. But unfortunately after

a certain age grades become more than advice. After a certain age,

whenever you’re being taught, you’re usually also being judged.

I’ve used college tests as an example, but those are actually the

least hackable. All the tests most students take their whole lives

are at least as bad, including, most spectacularly of all, the test

that gets them into college. If getting into college were merely a

matter of having the quality of one’s mind measured by admissions

officers the way scientists measure the mass of an object, we could

tell teenage kids “learn a lot” and leave it at that. You can tell

how bad college admissions are, as a test, from how unlike high

school that sounds. In practice, the freakishly specific nature of

the stuff ambitious kids have to do in high school is directly

proportionate to the hackability of college admissions. The classes

you don’t care about that are mostly memorization, the random

“extracurricular activities” you have to participate in to show

you’re “well-rounded,” the standardized tests as artificial as

chess, the “essay” you have to write that’s presumably meant to hit

some very specific target, but you’re not told what.

As well as being bad in what it does to kids, this test is also bad

in the sense of being very hackable. So hackable that whole industries

have grown up to hack it. This is the explicit purpose of test-prep

companies and admissions counsellors, but it’s also a significant

part of the function of private schools.

Why is this particular test so hackable? I think because of what

it’s measuring. Although the popular story is that the way to get

into a good college is to be really smart, admissions officers at

elite colleges neither are, nor claim to be, looking only for that.

What are they looking for? They’re looking for people who are not

simply smart, but admirable in some more general sense. And how

is this more general admirableness measured? The admissions officers

feel it. In other words, they accept who they like.

So what college admissions is a test of is whether you suit the

taste of some group of people. Well, of course a test like that is

going to be hackable. And because it’s both very hackable and there’s

(thought to be) a lot at stake, it’s hacked like nothing else.

That’s why it distorts your life so much for so long.

It’s no wonder high school students often feel alienated. The shape

of their lives is completely artificial.

But wasting your time is not the worst thing the educational system

does to you. The worst thing it does is to train you that the way

to win is by hacking bad tests. This is a much subtler problem

that I didn’t recognize until I saw it happening to other people.

When I started advising startup founders at Y Combinator, especially

young ones, I was puzzled by the way they always seemed to make

things overcomplicated. How, they would ask, do you raise money?

What’s the trick for making venture capitalists want to invest in

you? The best way to make VCs want to invest in you, I would explain,

is to actually be a good investment. Even if you could trick VCs

into investing in a bad startup, you’d be tricking yourselves too.

You’re investing time in the same company you’re asking them to

invest money in. If it’s not a good investment, why are you even

doing it?

Oh, they’d say, and then after a pause to digest this revelation,

they’d ask: What makes a startup a good investment?

So I would explain that what makes a startup promising, not just

in the eyes of investors but in fact, is

growth.

Ideally in revenue,

but failing that in usage. What they needed to do was get lots of

users.

How does one get lots of users? They had all kinds of ideas about

that. They needed to do a big launch that would get them “exposure.”

They needed influential people to talk about them. They even knew

they needed to launch on a tuesday, because that’s when one gets

the most attention.

No, I would explain, that is not how to get lots of users. The way

you get lots of users is to make the product really great. Then

people will not only use it but recommend it to their friends, so

your growth will be exponential once you

get it started.

At this point I’ve told the founders something you’d think would

be completely obvious: that they should make a good company by

making a good product. And yet their reaction would be something

like the reaction many physicists must have had when they first

heard about the theory of relativity: a mixture of astonishment at

its apparent genius, combined with a suspicion that anything so

weird couldn’t possibly be right. Ok, they would say, dutifully.

And could you introduce us to such-and-such influential person? And

remember, we want to launch on Tuesday.

It would sometimes take founders years to grasp these simple lessons.

And not because they were lazy or stupid. They just seemed blind

to what was right in front of them.

Why, I would ask myself, do they always make things so complicated?

And then one day I realized this was not a rhetorical question.

Why did founders tie themselves in knots doing the wrong things

when the answer was right in front of them? Because that was what

they’d been trained to do. Their education had taught them that the

way to win was to hack the test. And without even telling them they

were being trained to do this. The younger ones, the recent graduates,

had never faced a non-artificial test. They thought this was just

how the world worked: that the first thing you did, when facing any

kind of challenge, was to figure out what the trick was for hacking

the test. That’s why the conversation would always start with how

to raise money, because that read as the test. It came at the end

of YC. It had numbers attached to it, and higher numbers seemed to

be better. It must be the test.

There are certainly big chunks of the world where the way to win

is to hack the test. This phenomenon isn’t limited to schools. And

some people, either due to ideology or ignorance, claim that this

is true of startups too. But it isn’t. In fact, one of the most

striking things about startups is the degree to which you win by

simply doing good work. There are edge cases, as there are in

anything, but in general you win by getting users, and what users

care about is whether the product does what they want.

Why did it take me so long to understand why founders made startups

overcomplicated? Because I hadn’t realized explicitly that schools

train us to win by hacking bad tests. And not just them, but me!

I’d been trained to hack bad tests too, and hadn’t realized it till

decades later.

I had lived as if I realized it, but without knowing why. For

example, I had avoided working for big companies. But if you’d asked

why, I’d have said it was because they were bogus, or bureaucratic.

Or just yuck. I never understood how much of my dislike of big

companies was due to the fact that you win by hacking bad tests.

Similarly, the fact that the tests were unhackable was a lot of

what attracted me to startups. But again, I hadn’t realized that

explicitly.

I had in effect achieved by successive approximations something

that may have a closed-form solution. I had gradually undone my

training in hacking bad tests without knowing I was doing it. Could

someone coming out of school banish this demon just by knowing its

name, and saying begone? It seems worth trying.

Merely talking explicitly about this phenomenon is likely to make

things better, because much of its power comes from the fact that

we take it for granted. After you’ve noticed it, it seems the

elephant in the room, but it’s a pretty well camouflaged elephant.

The phenomenon is so old, and so pervasive. And it’s simply the

result of neglect. No one meant things to be this way. This is just

what happens when you combine learning with grades, competition,

and the naive assumption of unhackability.

It was mind-blowing to realize that two of the things I’d puzzled

about the most — the bogusness of high school, and the difficulty

of getting founders to see the obvious — both had the same cause.

It’s rare for such a big block to slide into place so late.

Usually when that happens it has implications in a lot of different

areas, and this case seems no exception. For example, it suggests

both that education could be done better, and how you might fix it.

But it also suggests a potential answer to the question all big

companies seem to have: how can we be more like a startup? I’m not

going to chase down all the implications now. What I want to focus

on here is what it means for individuals.

To start with, it means that most ambitious kids graduating from

college have something they may want to unlearn. But it also changes

how you look at the world. Instead of looking at all the different

kinds of work people do and thinking of them vaguely as more or

less appealing, you can now ask a very specific question that will

sort them in an interesting way: to what extent do you win at this

kind of work by hacking bad tests?

It would help if there was a way to recognize bad tests quickly.

Is there a pattern here? It turns out there is.

Tests can be divided into two kinds: those that are imposed by

authorities, and those that aren’t. Tests that aren’t imposed by

authorities are inherently unhackable, in the sense that no one is

claiming they’re tests of anything more than they actually test. A

football match, for example, is simply a test of who wins, not which

team is better. You can tell that from the fact that commentators

sometimes say afterward that the better team won. Whereas tests

imposed by authorities are usually proxies for something else. A

test in a class is supposed to measure not just how well you did

on that particular test, but how much you learned in the class.

While tests that aren’t imposed by authorities are inherently

unhackable, those imposed by authorities have to be made unhackable.

Usually they aren’t. So as a first approximation, bad tests are

roughly equivalent to tests imposed by authorities.

You might actually like to win by hacking bad tests. Presumably

some people do. But I bet most people who find themselves doing

this kind of work don’t like it. They just take it for granted that

this is how the world works, unless you want to drop out and be

some kind of hippie artisan.

I suspect many people implicitly assume that working in a

field with bad tests is the price of making lots of money. But that,

I can tell you, is false. It used to be true. In the mid-twentieth

century, when the economy was

composed of oligopolies,

the only way

to the top was by playing their game. But it’s not true now. There

are now ways to get rich by doing good work, and that’s part of the

reason people are so much more excited about getting rich than they

used to be. When I was a kid, you could either become an engineer

and make cool things, or make lots of money by becoming an “executive.”

Now you can make lots of money by making cool things.

Hacking bad tests is becoming less important as the link between

work and authority erodes. The erosion of that link is one of the

most important trends happening now, and we see its effects in

almost every kind of work people do. Startups are one of the most

visible examples, but we see much the same thing in writing. Writers

no longer have to submit to publishers and editors to reach readers;

now they can go direct.

The more I think about this question, the more optimistic I get.

This seems one of those situations where we don’t realize how much

something was holding us back until it’s eliminated. And I can

foresee the whole bogus edifice crumbling. Imagine what happens as

more and more people start to ask themselves if they want to win

by hacking bad tests, and decide that they don’t. The kinds of

work where you win by hacking bad tests will be starved of talent,

and the kinds where you win by doing good work will see an influx

of the most ambitious people. And as hacking bad tests shrinks in

importance, education will evolve to stop training us to do it.

Imagine what the world could look like if that happened.

This is not just a lesson for individuals to unlearn, but one for

society to unlearn, and we’ll be amazed at the energy that’s liberated

when we do.

Notes

[1] If using tests only to measure learning sounds impossibly

utopian, that is already the way things work at Lambda School.

Lambda School doesn’t have grades. You either graduate or you don’t.

The only purpose of tests is to decide at each stage of the curriculum

whether you can continue to the next. So in effect the whole school

is pass/fail.

[2] If the final exam consisted of a long conversation with the

professor, you could prepare for it by reading good books on medieval

history. A lot of the hackability of tests in schools is due to the

fact that the same test has to be given to large numbers of students.

[3] Learning is the naive algorithm for getting good grades.

[4] Hacking has

multiple senses. There’s a narrow sense in which

it means to compromise something. That’s the sense in which one

hacks a bad test. But there’s another, more general sense, meaning

to find a surprising solution to a problem, often by thinking

differently about it. Hacking in this sense is a wonderful thing.

And indeed, some of the hacks people use on bad tests are impressively

ingenious; the problem is not so much the hacking as that, because

the tests are hackable, they don’t test what they’re meant to.

[5] The people who pick startups at Y Combinator are similar to

admissions officers, except that instead of being arbitrary, their

acceptance criteria are trained by a very tight feedback loop. If

you accept a bad startup or reject a good one, you will usually know it

within a year or two at the latest, and often within a month.

[6] I’m sure admissions officers are tired of reading applications

from kids who seem to have no personality beyond being willing to

seem however they’re supposed to seem to get accepted. What they

don’t realize is that they are, in a sense, looking in a mirror.

The lack of authenticity in the applicants is a reflection of the

arbitrariness of the application process. A dictator might just as

well complain about the lack of authenticity in the people around

him.

[7] By good work, I don’t mean morally good, but good in the sense

in which a good craftsman does good work.

[8] There are borderline cases where it’s hard to say which category

a test falls in. For example, is raising venture capital like college

admissions, or is it like selling to a customer?

[9] Note that a good test is merely one that’s unhackable. Good

here doesn’t mean morally good, but good in the sense of working

well. The difference between fields with bad tests and good ones

is not that the former are bad and the latter are good, but that

the former are bogus and the latter aren’t. But those two measures

are not unrelated. As Tara Ploughman said, the path from good to

evil goes through bogus.

[10] People who think the recent increase in

economy inequality is

due to changes in tax policy seem very naive to anyone with experience

in startups. Different people are getting rich now than used to,

and they’re getting much richer than mere tax savings could make

them.

[11] Note to tiger parents: you may think you’re training your kids

to win, but if you’re training them to win by hacking bad tests,

you are, as parents so often do, training them to fight the last

war.

Thanks to Austen Allred, Trevor Blackwell, Patrick Collison,

Jessica Livingston, Robert Morris, and Harj Taggar for reading

drafts of this.

via instapaper 12:53 pm, January 19, 2020

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